Cigarette, Cigarette

Cigarette, Cigarette

Cigarette, cigarette
burning up time

I stepped outside tonight
and lit up a cigarette
Such a long while
since I savored the calm

Taken back to when I
was only nineteen years,
Two stripes on my sleeve
so many thoughts in my mind

The only one awake
my job to watch the stars
watch for the rain,
watch for any change

So full of life then
dreams there for the taking
I could do anything
I would do everything

Now a decade has passed
I've done nothing I planned
Is this a wonderful tragedy
or is this my life?

Then I didn't know of
The Cure, The Smithereens
or that this day I'd
know love of daughters.

I also didn't know
I would feel love run cold
or my dreams would change
as the events played on

The only thing I can do
is follow my heart,
though desire changes
from beat to beat

Just like this cigarette
our time is running out

Posted By Mike On Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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Michael C. Neel, born 1976 in Houston, TX and now live in Knoxvile, TN. Software developer, currently .Net focused. Board member of ETNUG and organizes CodeStock, East Tennessee's annual developers conference. .Net speaker, a Microsoft ASP.NET MVP and ASPInsider. Co-Founder of FuncWorks, LLC and GameMarx.

Proud father of two amazing girls, Rachel and Hannah, and loving husband to Cicelie who inflates and pops his ego as necessary.

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